Preparing Dinner for my Master

I feel so domestic lol I am here preparing a meal for my Master.  We had a good time yesterday he surprised me with a day trip to the mountains and we went hiking.  We used to do that a lot when we were younger.  I have known him since I was a toddler.  We had a really nice day, but he did a maintenance spanking before we went.  He is using the belt more and part of my discipline plan is I have to look at spanking videos on the net and watch them.  If I see a new method I send the video to him.

This one scared me to pieces because I don’t want something this bad  http://www.xvideos.com/video11643059/hard_belt_spanking_for_wife

This one seemed ok but I still would not want it

http://xhamster.com/movies/894361/domestic_strapping.html

So, we are going to start posting them, but we will wear masks.

I am a professional in my field, so although we have this side to our relationship we really don’t want most of our friends to know about it.

I am keeping up with the blog since I am home and cooking he is a mountian kind of guy and he likes a home cooked meal when he is working in the moutians all day.   He loves me so he is not especially brutal unless he is very angry.  I like this, and I like being dominated like this so it’s totally consenual.  We have a really deep connection so I don’t think there is anyone I would do this with other than him.  Generally if it is a real punishment day we don’t have any sex 😦 unless it’s in my ass because he knows I won’t enjoy that.

We have been using a ball gag lately and he ties my hands behind my back.  I am very sarcastic so sometimes I really get it with the belt.  Lately, though he has been leinient, but now he is off for a few weeks, so he has time.  We live together but some days we are both so busy with work and other obligations we just fall asleep next to eachother.  The other night I just fell asleep next to him I don’t even remember the last thing I said.  I am up to doing one hour of cardio a day now.

I have cut my calories to 1,500 a day, and I think by Christmas I should be looking really good.

I am going to check in more and should be posting videos soon.  I am not sure if I am getting the belt today, or not.  If I do he will want to post it!  I am sure there will be one on the first week of August.

 

Neglecting the Blog

Well, it has been months since I posted we have both been very busy, but getting deeper and deeper in the lifestyle.

We made several videos and we are trying to decide whether to post them, or not.  We are not sure if we can.  They are very real spankings, we have decided to use butt plugs and ball-gag and leash.  He is spanking me pretty hard with the belt and yanking my hair back hard.

We noticed that if he doesn’t give me my maintenance spanking things get out of control and escalate to yelling and screaming at eachother.  I have completely submitted to him I have to do everything he tells me, or I get spanked.   I take down my panties and he ties my hands behind my back.  He starts with the paddle swatting me hard and fast today and he decided that I was extremely insolent, so he went out and then came back and just lost it and started spanking me really hard, and then grabbed me by the hips and started fucking me hard in my ass, with no lube.  It makes me feel so much better when he takes control.  I know that I belong to him and must obey him.  There I lay squirming from the paddle in his lap.  The closer we get the more intense it gets.

He uses butt plugs in my ass now, and I have to keep it in while he fucks me.  I was really freaked out the first time he put it in me it felt like ice and it was so invading in my ass.  It hurt, but his cock hurt worse the first time he put it in my ass without lube I cried out in pain and started to cry.  Now, I can tolerate his cock and he likes to fuck my ass pretty hard. He grabs my hips and just power fucks my ass.  He will fuck my mouth like that also, and he likes to see me gag and choke on his hard cock, trying to catch my breath but he is choking me with his cock.  The saliva pouring out all over his cock and dripping from my mouth.  He fills my mouth with his cum pinching my nose and making me swallow him.

If you are reading this and interested in seeing the videos let me know in the comments and we will start posting them.