Preparing Dinner for my Master

I feel so domestic lol I am here preparing a meal for my Master.  We had a good time yesterday he surprised me with a day trip to the mountains and we went hiking.  We used to do that a lot when we were younger.  I have known him since I was a toddler.  We had a really nice day, but he did a maintenance spanking before we went.  He is using the belt more and part of my discipline plan is I have to look at spanking videos on the net and watch them.  If I see a new method I send the video to him.

This one scared me to pieces because I don’t want something this bad  http://www.xvideos.com/video11643059/hard_belt_spanking_for_wife

This one seemed ok but I still would not want it

http://xhamster.com/movies/894361/domestic_strapping.html

So, we are going to start posting them, but we will wear masks.

I am a professional in my field, so although we have this side to our relationship we really don’t want most of our friends to know about it.

I am keeping up with the blog since I am home and cooking he is a mountian kind of guy and he likes a home cooked meal when he is working in the moutians all day.   He loves me so he is not especially brutal unless he is very angry.  I like this, and I like being dominated like this so it’s totally consenual.  We have a really deep connection so I don’t think there is anyone I would do this with other than him.  Generally if it is a real punishment day we don’t have any sex 😦 unless it’s in my ass because he knows I won’t enjoy that.

We have been using a ball gag lately and he ties my hands behind my back.  I am very sarcastic so sometimes I really get it with the belt.  Lately, though he has been leinient, but now he is off for a few weeks, so he has time.  We live together but some days we are both so busy with work and other obligations we just fall asleep next to eachother.  The other night I just fell asleep next to him I don’t even remember the last thing I said.  I am up to doing one hour of cardio a day now.

I have cut my calories to 1,500 a day, and I think by Christmas I should be looking really good.

I am going to check in more and should be posting videos soon.  I am not sure if I am getting the belt today, or not.  If I do he will want to post it!  I am sure there will be one on the first week of August.