Neglecting the Blog

Well, it has been months since I posted we have both been very busy, but getting deeper and deeper in the lifestyle.

We made several videos and we are trying to decide whether to post them, or not.  We are not sure if we can.  They are very real spankings, we have decided to use butt plugs and ball-gag and leash.  He is spanking me pretty hard with the belt and yanking my hair back hard.

We noticed that if he doesn’t give me my maintenance spanking things get out of control and escalate to yelling and screaming at eachother.  I have completely submitted to him I have to do everything he tells me, or I get spanked.   I take down my panties and he ties my hands behind my back.  He starts with the paddle swatting me hard and fast today and he decided that I was extremely insolent, so he went out and then came back and just lost it and started spanking me really hard, and then grabbed me by the hips and started fucking me hard in my ass, with no lube.  It makes me feel so much better when he takes control.  I know that I belong to him and must obey him.  There I lay squirming from the paddle in his lap.  The closer we get the more intense it gets.

He uses butt plugs in my ass now, and I have to keep it in while he fucks me.  I was really freaked out the first time he put it in me it felt like ice and it was so invading in my ass.  It hurt, but his cock hurt worse the first time he put it in my ass without lube I cried out in pain and started to cry.  Now, I can tolerate his cock and he likes to fuck my ass pretty hard. He grabs my hips and just power fucks my ass.  He will fuck my mouth like that also, and he likes to see me gag and choke on his hard cock, trying to catch my breath but he is choking me with his cock.  The saliva pouring out all over his cock and dripping from my mouth.  He fills my mouth with his cum pinching my nose and making me swallow him.

If you are reading this and interested in seeing the videos let me know in the comments and we will start posting them.